When it comes out, it takes along the loud thoughts and avoided issues with it...
The thoughts that have been avoided during the day time and the issues that await decisions make it so hard to organize. It gets worse as time passes by, as more boulders pile on top of the others. It'd be a lie to pretend to be brave and know exactly where I'm heading or what I'm doing, because I don't... Even though it seems like I've gotten every single detail of the blue print figured out, I actually don't have the slightest clue about which path I want to take yet. I think most of that comes from the fear or failure and having to live with the regrets of the failure.
Between the two paths, what if I end up choosing the wrong one then having to live with the regrets that come in the form of consequences?
The thought of living life, regretting my choice, scares me to death...
Signing off.
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